Pinpricks

At Sea Ranch

Last week I went to the doctor because I needed prescriptions. I had changed from Kaiser - that was Randy’s insurance - and gone back to the clinic I had been with prior to the loss of my own insurance. So of course there were forms to update. And there was Randy listed as my emergency contact. I had to physically cross out his name and phone number and add my daughter’s. A small, sharp pain, but I didn’t cry. Just another reminder that I used to be able to count on him for almost anything, and now I can’t.